Thursday, November 20, 2014

Day 1: Breaking Point

If I could just type Fuck You 100x times and print it and shove it in their face I totally would. But I'm too classy for that shit (actually just afraid of what my mother would do to me once she found out) You would think that she wouldn't find out if I kept it a secret, but nope. These loud obnoxious fuckers will do anything in their path to annoy the shit out of you and get your attention. Whether they are yelling across the room as if they are in a club or talking to their overseas relatives screaming their lungs out to see if they can hear them. Ever since my dad left, my mother is struggling to get money and decided to have people flat in the spare room downstairs. I didn't like this idea from the start cause I knew it meant my privacy was forever gone, but I don't have a job to produce the money my mum needed so I couldn't say anything to prevent her from carrying on with this. We originally had this Asian lady who stayed here and she was 100x better than what I have to deal with right now. She was quiet and kept to herself, never disturbing us. It almost felt like she never lived here. I enjoyed it while it lasted, until mother decided to add another couple into another bedroom. Which brings us to our new enemies. Ever since their arrival, our house smells of horrible food and of a gross Indian smell. They were so bad that the Asian lady we had got sick of their shit and left our house. Yep, that's how bad they were. Every fucking morning i go downstairs to see piles of goddamn dishes expecting one of us to clean their shit up after them. Not to mention the way they communicate, yelling day after day really gets to you and some days I just feel like throwing my controller against the wall and picking up a knife. As I realise I have to spend 10 weeks at home dealing with this shit constantly, I'm going to die here. I've become a lot angrier since their arrival and although I tell my mum that I can't stand it, all she reminds me of is the fact that I don't have a job yet. Real helpful. I wish life was as easy as running away from your problems till they solve itself. That would be rad.